He tried it with me but I said no. Now his off with me.?

I am only 14 years old and consider myself very sensible and maybe thinking I could be in love. I know I am young but here is my story. I have a boyfriend. We have been the bestest of friends since the first day we started school together. The first day of school, was the first day of our friendship. We share everything with each other. We have never, not even once had an arguement or fallen out. We are so close. And now we have been together (as boyfriend and girlfriend) for 19 months now. It is a long time. We spend almost every second of the day together. We have had boyfriends/girlfriends with other people before but they were just crushes. This time I think it's love. We are inseparable. We are always out together, in lessons together, in between lessons together or at each others houses. We have never 'slept' together and I wouldn't either, although a lot of my friends have and think I should. I am non-religious by the way so no religion affects my views. I trust him with my life. We have islept round each others houses countless times, even when each of our parents have been away overnight. But they trust us and I trust him and myself.We have never done anything more than very intermate kissing and some ual contact/touching. But we have never had ual . When the other day, me and him were at his house. His parents were away for the night and I was staying overnight, both his and my parents were aware of this and my parents were aware of his parents absense. We have never shared a bed, I was offered but I didn't feel comfortable incase something I regretted happened. I feel I am a very sensible girl. It was 12.30am and we were cuddled up on the sofa watching a scary film. It just finished and we went up to his room. (We had not consumed any alcohol, as neither of us drink, although he has on a few occions). He told me to wait outside his room and he walked in and closed the door. After a couple of minutes he reappeared and took my hand and lead me in. The room was lovely, it was immaculate and the curtains were drawn and he had silk red sheets on his bed and candles lit all round the room. He layed on the bed and smiled at me. I was a bit uncomfortable because I thought maybe he wanted us to both have ual (we are both virgins). We cuddled up on the bed and he began to kiss me getting very aggressive. But I didn't mine, then I felt his hands on my back and undoing my bra. I pushed him off me and asked him what he was doing he said he wanted us to have . I told him I wasn't ready and he tried to persuade me not too but I told him there was no way I was doing it yet and I wasn't emotionally ready. I said maybe when i'm older. Maybe i'll change my mind in a few years or months. But he got all annoyed and said he was going to bed and so I asked him if we were still together and he just sighed so I slept on the sofa. This was about 2 weeks ago now. Usually we speak on the phone everyday and speak all the time. I have hardly spoken to him since. He avoids me at school and never calls. When I do manage to speak to him he acts eager to get away and uses very short answers and makes excuses to avoid me. Why is he like this? I have been crying uncontrolably on numerous times. But what have I done to deserve this? I said no and I won't say yes till i am ready. Will he break up with me? I feel so strongly for him and think I could be in love with him. What should I do? Please help me. Please.