What would you do in my place?

You don't deserve to be treated this way... Out there somewhere is someone who will love you and treat you the way that you want to be treated! Sometimes relationships don't always work out, we just have to learn from them... And it's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all right??? Move on, go out, find a new girl!! You deserve to be happy!! And don't even think about suicide... It's just not worth it, in ten years time, you'll look back and wonder why you were even ever so silly to think thoughts like this!!