Are my feelings right?

Still kissing and hugging alot?=Love. She seems very mature and career oriented and probably wants someone that is an equal. Fix your life. You might be the one that changes their mind. There is alot of mixed emotions here. It might be a hint or it might be goodbye, if she means that much to you, you will get your life together and show her what you can offer. Keep in touch with her, but don't push it. Express your progress and she will feel proud and see you as a potential Partner.